The day after I wrote my last post (yesterday)
I was embarrassed. I was half laughing, and half mortified that I had posted such raw emotions. First off, don’t worry. I haven’t jumped off a lone cliff somewhere to my utter destruction, but I did wake myself up. Somehow admitting out loud that I was struggling, was empowering. Seeing the pain that I was in as I reread it, I wanted to fix this problem.
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I exercised for an hour, and only ate lean meats, veggies, and lots of water. I am determined to get back control. I had several very sweet emails that helped me pick myself back up. Thanks for being my strength when I was weak. I teared up as I read each one. Thank you for taking the time, to build.
One of the emails I received was from a friend that lives in my neighborhood. (Leanne). She said that after she had read my blog post, she really wanted to talk to me because she has lived a lot of what I am going through. She understood. She asked if I would call when I had a minute. So last night, I gave her a call…. and couldn’t believe my ears! She truly GOT it. She had been there and weathered the storm. She actually visited the same doctor that I am set up to see on Tuesday, and had a lot of advice.
Oh, and I added a new weight loss gadget on my site to track my progress!
Here we go!